Dani

“Direct my thought, words, and work. Wash away my sins in the immaculate blood of the Lam, and purge my heart Thy Holy Spirit…that I may with more freedom of mind and liberty of will, seerve thee, the everlasting God..”

Reading though my devotional today it caught me off gaurd, something that Christ also does to me, but it caught me off guard because like usual I was having a sucky day at work, everyone was cancelling appointments, I can’t sell anything to anyone and no one was looking my way when I went to talk to them. Of course I texted my boss and Joel to let them know I was having such a crappy day like I always do and Joel responded back Acuna Matata, learning later that he spelled it wrong, but the fact that it means no worries for the rest of our days, because its problem free philosphy..acuna matata. Seeing those words brought joy to my heart and courage to my body, i finally just got fed up with just sitting there and I went out to the floor to grab people to take pictures of. No one came..but I was okay becuase that always happens but I finally got to the point where I was able to talk to people and just be myself. After being rejected so many times I had to read a little of God’s word so i went to the back and opened my devotional book a little before my lunch break and I saw the quote above. Which caught me by suprise because the whole morning all i could think about were my thoughts, how i was going to speak to people, and how I was going to do a good job at work which happened to be the first couple words of my prayer in my devotional for the Lord to direct those three things. God has a way of showing himself and proving himself over and over again. My job gets to me all the time and its hard becuase I am learning new things, Im not sure where God wants me but wherever I am He always shows up. How can I not love a God who always shows up. Yeah sometimes I feel and others feel that He never shows up and he is never there but its when you look back on that storm or that crappy day or that horrible night and see Him standing there in the distants waiting for you to call His name…feel him in the midts today, looking for him in the shadows and listen for His voice in the whisper. He is there, he just needs you to seek Him as much as He is seeking us. We long to be loved and guys…lets just say we were created in His image so that just shows you that he longs to be loved also. Love him today…worship him..and become wrapped in His love..he loves that!